DAILYJOTS

"Whoever wakes up first, send a text"

Do you still remember?

I miss the morning texts that go "good morning be! or sometimes in chinese. They are always filled with warmth and love. Especially the chinese words that will always make me laugh.

It's always you who'll text me first back then. Cos you were still in ns and you were always either the early bird or the owl. I was working shifts that time so when im on morning shifts, sometimes i still had the chance to text you first when i wake up for work.

I love waking up to your morning texts. Be it in the morning, afternoon or late afternoon. I just love that feeling. Instantly brights up my day. And i'll always reply your text smiling away.

Now, it feels kinda dull when i wake up everyday without any texts from you.. Im hoping to see "message from roy" on my phone screen everyday when i wake up. But sadly, nothing. But i still text you the moment im up.

I didnt make any fuss out of it. Instead, i just go with the flow. So i guess, this is what we all called it - changes. I've no choice but to accept it. Constantly reminding myself that, things will never remain exactly the same as before. And not to have any expectations..

But im glad we still say goodnight to each other before we sleep and you still make it a point to text me when you're home safely on days when i go to bed first.

But still... Oh well.

I really miss that feeling..

Goodnight love.
x