Not well..

I feel so sad cos..

1. my tummy's fucking painful now

2. lao sai for dunno how many times already

3. i've got work in bout 1.5hr's time

4. i feel like a loner now

5. i feel like throwing up

6. if i take mc today, my new year's double pay will be gone

7. i feel like shit

8. i feel like some loser

9. i couldnt get to sleep earlier on

10. i dunno what should i do now

How? :(

If i wanna go work, i have to prepare like now cos my transport's coming at 4.55am..

But my tummy really hurts now :(

I think i ate something bad..

Cos what i've passed out are liquids...

How........... :(